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Become a Tester

Help shape journals designed for people who've outgrown mainstream self-help frameworks.

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No gratitude lists.

No positive affirmations.

No pretending your cognitive biases don't exist.
We're testing investigative journaling prototypes for people who want self-understanding and expression without the mindfulness-industrial-complex breathing down your neck.
 
Just: structured prompts asking uncomfortable questions, space for non-verbal expression when words fail, and frameworks for recognizing how fantasy-thinking shapes your reality.

Before You Join, Read This

1. What you'll get

  • You will receive a downloadable digital prototype copy (74 pages).
     

  • You can also browse a free excerpt from each journal here.

2. What we're asking

  • Use it. Repurpose it. Ignore it. Or find your own approach.
     

  • Tell me what's broken, what's annoying, what you'd never use. Your feedback will shape how these journals evolve.

3. How it works

  1. Fill out the form.
     

  2. Get your printable PDF copy within 24-48 hours after form submission.
     

  3. Some point later, I'll send short feedback prompts - answer what you want.

4. Data privacy

  • Your data goes through Tally, GDPR-compliant, standard stuff.
     

  • Full privacy policy here.

5. Supported by

  • Supported by King's Trust (which is why I can afford to not charge you for this experiment).

6. If you'd like more details

  • If you have any questions before signing up, submit them on this contact form.

We're getting older.

Early twenties is the age for questions, for adventure, for believing that understanding things matters and will lead somewhere. At thirty you start to suspect that understanding doesn't lead anywhere, that the questions don't have answers they have only more questions, that the elders don't have guidance they have only the same confused strategies they've been running their entire lives.

The Internet gave us access to information without wisdom, answers without context, frameworks without embodiment. These journals won't give you answers. They'll help you ask better questions about: why you believe what you believe, how your defense-mechanisms operate, where fantasy-thinking is substituting for actual-assessment of your situation.

If that sounds useful, test them. If it sounds exhausting, these aren't for you.
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